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Irresistible thoughts :(
Could anyone please tell me that SPM is not everything?
Could anyone please just convince me that SPM is just a regular exam that every seventeen years old student must face?
Because I'm tired suffering everyday remembering what will gonna happen to my SPM's result.
Likewise the SPM is the end point of my life.
It was just like if I managed to success with flying colours, then I can carry on my life in this world happily.
And if I failed to score straight 9A+, I will DIE.
No NO! Astaghfirullahal A'zim, Nauzubillah.
Ya ALLAH, please make the 'duniawi' just be in my hands.
Not in my heart.
Because soon I will have to leave it.
And Ya ALLAH,
Please let the 'ukhrawi' be in my head and my heart forever.
Because there is my definite destination.
Please ya ALLAH please :(
Ya ALLAH, I beg you,
please just convince me that SPM IS NOT EVERYTHING.
Ya ALLAH, YA Razzaq, Ya Zaljalali wal Ikram.
"He is my LORD; there is no deity but Him, I put my trust in Him and I turn to Him"
Ya ALLAH, I put my trust whole heartedly in Your miracle :)
Thanks for reading :)
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Honey in My Life ♥
  Mr Am
My protector, my guardian, my teacher, my boss, my everything. Introvert just like me, but kind of strict and fierce person. Easily got pissed off with small things, cute in his own way. He is a part time student with his part time job as a software engineer and market analyzer & trader. Very attached to me hihi, which can be good, but sometimes can be bad because he cant do cleaning or stuffs like that, or even taking care of himself without my help. Loves rabbit and cats, or I can say that he is an animal lover with a sweet and gentle heart. He can be strict but he can be sweet at the same time. I love him so much. Cant imagine my life without him.
Ammi Abah Buah hati, permata hati, jantung, kesayangan, sweethearts & segalanyalah. They raised me. Jaga diri I bagaikan menatang minyak yang penuh. They gave me everything, and now it's my turn to give back. One day I will bring them to Makkah, I will give them everything that they want, I will take care of them just like how they took care of me. Sayang sangat kedua-duanya. Cant imagine my life without them. How I wish I can pay all the kindness, love that they had give me. Please ya Allah, take my life before them. I just cant live without the presence of them & Mr Am. Semua jasa mereka, hanya Allah yang mampu balas. Semoga syurga yang tertinggi dikurniakan buat mereka. Semoga mereka sentiasa sihat, murah rezeki dan dipermudahkan segala urusan hidup. Love them so much!
My Cute Little Tiny Babies♥
Pop
This is my baby. Pop. Naming so bcs of she keep pooping around. She is an anggora bunny. Adopted her when she was just 1+months old. At first, the old owner told that she is a 'boy'. But then days by days we finally realize that she is a girl. Plan ruined bcs we decided to adopt two babies rabbits so that when they grow they can be mated together. But then........ Lets have a lesbian rabbits then.
Bulus
Meanwhile this is Mr Am's bunny. Bulus. She is a teddy bear bunny. As I said before, we have planned like, I'm going to have a boy bunny meanwhile Mr Am is going to have a girl bunny. But unluckily, both of us have the girl bunnies. At first, we do know that Bulus is a girl because she has that girlish look, but she is so stubborn. When I touch her at first, she was quite aggressive. But Pop was quite tame. That's why I chose to make Pop as mine and give Bulus to Mr Am. But now it's changed. Pop is a very hyperactive girl. And Bulus is so so timid. So coward and so inactive. Put her outside and she will climb back to her house. Pop? Will do that too but takes time. She will wander around first and when is tired, she will climb to her house on herself. But that usually takes more time. 6-7 hours maybe? Or more than one night.... Or never.
Babies
When both of them were still babies. Mata sepet lagi time ni. Muka innocent gila. Best friend forever tu. (Sorang tu taktau yang sorang tu lagi menyampah dengan dia sebab asyik 'menempek' kat dia)
 Irresistible thoughts :(
Could anyone please tell me that SPM is not everything?
Could anyone please just convince me that SPM is just a regular exam that every seventeen years old student must face?
Because I'm tired suffering everyday remembering what will gonna happen to my SPM's result.
Likewise the SPM is the end point of my life.
It was just like if I managed to success with flying colours, then I can carry on my life in this world happily.
And if I failed to score straight 9A+, I will DIE.
No NO! Astaghfirullahal A'zim, Nauzubillah.
Ya ALLAH, please make the 'duniawi' just be in my hands.
Not in my heart.
Because soon I will have to leave it.
And Ya ALLAH,
Please let the 'ukhrawi' be in my head and my heart forever.
Because there is my definite destination.
Please ya ALLAH please :(
Ya ALLAH, I beg you,
please just convince me that SPM IS NOT EVERYTHING.
Ya ALLAH, YA Razzaq, Ya Zaljalali wal Ikram.
"He is my LORD; there is no deity but Him, I put my trust in Him and I turn to Him"
Ya ALLAH, I put my trust whole heartedly in Your miracle :)
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Mr Am
