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Suicide? It's not an escape!
Sad? Depressed? Lonely? Stress?
So you want to kill yourself?
Because no one cares about you?
Your family hates you.
Right?
NO.
Imagine, your parents walking in the room to only find a dead body.
They'll try their hardest to not think negative, and t just think that you are fooling around.
Then, they'll start shaking you.
WHY AREN'T YOU BREATHING?
They'll be BROKEN. Broken into pieces.
Tears.
Many tears.
More tears than you ever shed.
Was it them?
Were they the reason you did this?
More tears. PAIN.
Everyday.
Every night.
Every single second of everyday.
GUILT. More guilt.
Eh, what about your bestfriends?
They're not going to care, right?
NO.
What's the first thing that will going through their mind when your principal comes in and tells the class that YOU'RE NOT ALIVE ANYMORE?
While your bestfriend sits there in tears. Only tears.
Those friends that you smile at but never talk to?
They're now crying.
The boy who used to kick you under the table just to annoy you?
He'll be shocked.
He'll be devastated. He'll blame himself.
Oh, what about your teacher?
Thoughts crossing her mind.
She'll question if you did it because she didn't make school comfortable enough for you.
Pain, Devastation. ALL IN ONE.
Who organises your funeral?
Who has to go through your stuff?
Clothes? Notes?
Those few older girls who used to give you daggers at school?
They'll feel regret.
They'll blame themselves.
See, if you killed yourself today, you'll never know what might happened tomorrow.
You'll never know because you're dead!
Plain dead. Not alive. Not breathing. Just DEAD.
Your family hate themselves for this.
Your bestfriends then fall into depression.
Tears. Tears. More tears than a river.
All because you killed yourself because you thought no one would care, right?
NO. You are loved. By many.
Someone right now is thinking of you.
And right now, I'm thinking of anyone who has thought or is considering suicide.
You are beautiful.
No matter if you are black, white, ugly, tall, short, fat, overweight, or anorexic.
You are beautiful.
You want to kill yourself?
Think about it first.
There's no coming back.
It cannot be undone.
Just take a look at this verse,
“And do not throw (yourselves) with your own hands to destruction; but
work (deeds of) excellence for verily Allah loves the people of
excellence.” [Surah Baqarah 2:195]
And this,
“And do not kill yourselves. Surely, Allah is Most merciful to you.” [Surah Nisaa 4:29]
Not enough?
Read this,
Whoever kills himself with an iron tool, then his tool will be in his
hand and he will keep stabbing himself with it in the Fire of Jahannam,
forever and ever.
Whoever kills himself with poison, then his poison
will be in his hand and he will keep taking it in the Fire of Jahannam
forever and ever.
Whoever kills himself by throwing himself from a
mountain, will keep falling in the Fire of Jahannam forever and ever. [Sahih Al-Bukhari]
Do you think by killing yourself, you can escape from all bad things that you have been going through?
NO sahabat NO!
You are just drag yourself into Jahannam. Don't you afraid of Neraka Jahannam?
The degree of hotness of Neraka Jahannam is 70 times than the degree of hotness of duniya.
Don't you afraid?
And I promise, if you do it, you are not only hurting yourself,
you are hurting many!
You are creating more tears than you led yourself to.
You're making everyone miserable and making them all guilt & pain.
Never they feel happy like they used to had you.
You are beautiful.
You are special.
Everyone cares about you.
And you are never alone :)
You,
Always think that Allah is always beside you.
Never forget that ^^
Depressed because nothing went smoothly as you planned?
No, you should not.
Everything happens for a reason sahabat. Nothing happens for nothing.
Just return to Allah. Pray to Him. When you have Him, in shaa Allah, the whole world is in your hands :)
Be content. Adopt positively thinking. Think, Allah surely will never harm you, right? He created you. Why should He harm something that He created before? Think think :)
Sekian, Wallahu A'lam :)
Thanks for reading :)
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Honey in My Life ♥
  Mr Am
My protector, my guardian, my teacher, my boss, my everything. Introvert just like me, but kind of strict and fierce person. Easily got pissed off with small things, cute in his own way. He is a part time student with his part time job as a software engineer and market analyzer & trader. Very attached to me hihi, which can be good, but sometimes can be bad because he cant do cleaning or stuffs like that, or even taking care of himself without my help. Loves rabbit and cats, or I can say that he is an animal lover with a sweet and gentle heart. He can be strict but he can be sweet at the same time. I love him so much. Cant imagine my life without him.
Ammi Abah Buah hati, permata hati, jantung, kesayangan, sweethearts & segalanyalah. They raised me. Jaga diri I bagaikan menatang minyak yang penuh. They gave me everything, and now it's my turn to give back. One day I will bring them to Makkah, I will give them everything that they want, I will take care of them just like how they took care of me. Sayang sangat kedua-duanya. Cant imagine my life without them. How I wish I can pay all the kindness, love that they had give me. Please ya Allah, take my life before them. I just cant live without the presence of them & Mr Am. Semua jasa mereka, hanya Allah yang mampu balas. Semoga syurga yang tertinggi dikurniakan buat mereka. Semoga mereka sentiasa sihat, murah rezeki dan dipermudahkan segala urusan hidup. Love them so much!
My Cute Little Tiny Babies♥
Pop
This is my baby. Pop. Naming so bcs of she keep pooping around. She is an anggora bunny. Adopted her when she was just 1+months old. At first, the old owner told that she is a 'boy'. But then days by days we finally realize that she is a girl. Plan ruined bcs we decided to adopt two babies rabbits so that when they grow they can be mated together. But then........ Lets have a lesbian rabbits then.
Bulus
Meanwhile this is Mr Am's bunny. Bulus. She is a teddy bear bunny. As I said before, we have planned like, I'm going to have a boy bunny meanwhile Mr Am is going to have a girl bunny. But unluckily, both of us have the girl bunnies. At first, we do know that Bulus is a girl because she has that girlish look, but she is so stubborn. When I touch her at first, she was quite aggressive. But Pop was quite tame. That's why I chose to make Pop as mine and give Bulus to Mr Am. But now it's changed. Pop is a very hyperactive girl. And Bulus is so so timid. So coward and so inactive. Put her outside and she will climb back to her house. Pop? Will do that too but takes time. She will wander around first and when is tired, she will climb to her house on herself. But that usually takes more time. 6-7 hours maybe? Or more than one night.... Or never.
Babies
When both of them were still babies. Mata sepet lagi time ni. Muka innocent gila. Best friend forever tu. (Sorang tu taktau yang sorang tu lagi menyampah dengan dia sebab asyik 'menempek' kat dia)
 Suicide? It's not an escape!
So you want to kill yourself?
Because no one cares about you?
Your family hates you.
Right?
NO.
Imagine, your parents walking in the room to only find a dead body.
They'll try their hardest to not think negative, and t just think that you are fooling around.
Then, they'll start shaking you.
WHY AREN'T YOU BREATHING?
They'll be BROKEN. Broken into pieces.
Tears.
Many tears.
More tears than you ever shed.
Was it them?
Were they the reason you did this?
More tears. PAIN.
Everyday.
Every night.
Every single second of everyday.
GUILT. More guilt.
Eh, what about your bestfriends?
They're not going to care, right?
NO.
What's the first thing that will going through their mind when your principal comes in and tells the class that YOU'RE NOT ALIVE ANYMORE?
While your bestfriend sits there in tears. Only tears.
Those friends that you smile at but never talk to?
They're now crying.
The boy who used to kick you under the table just to annoy you?
He'll be shocked.
He'll be devastated. He'll blame himself.
Oh, what about your teacher?
Thoughts crossing her mind.
She'll question if you did it because she didn't make school comfortable enough for you.
Pain, Devastation. ALL IN ONE.
Who organises your funeral?
Who has to go through your stuff?
Clothes? Notes?
Those few older girls who used to give you daggers at school?
They'll feel regret.
They'll blame themselves.
See, if you killed yourself today, you'll never know what might happened tomorrow.
You'll never know because you're dead!
Plain dead. Not alive. Not breathing. Just DEAD.
Your family hate themselves for this.
Your bestfriends then fall into depression.
Tears. Tears. More tears than a river.
All because you killed yourself because you thought no one would care, right?
NO. You are loved. By many.
Someone right now is thinking of you.
And right now, I'm thinking of anyone who has thought or is considering suicide.
You are beautiful.
No matter if you are black, white, ugly, tall, short, fat, overweight, or anorexic.
You are beautiful.
You want to kill yourself?
Think about it first.
There's no coming back.
It cannot be undone.
Just take a look at this verse,
“And do not throw (yourselves) with your own hands to destruction; but
work (deeds of) excellence for verily Allah loves the people of
excellence.” [Surah Baqarah 2:195]
And this,
“And do not kill yourselves. Surely, Allah is Most merciful to you.” [Surah Nisaa 4:29]
Not enough?
Read this,
Whoever kills himself with an iron tool, then his tool will be in his
hand and he will keep stabbing himself with it in the Fire of Jahannam,
forever and ever.
Whoever kills himself with poison, then his poison
will be in his hand and he will keep taking it in the Fire of Jahannam
forever and ever.
Whoever kills himself by throwing himself from a
mountain, will keep falling in the Fire of Jahannam forever and ever. [Sahih Al-Bukhari]
Do you think by killing yourself, you can escape from all bad things that you have been going through?
NO sahabat NO!
You are just drag yourself into Jahannam. Don't you afraid of Neraka Jahannam?
The degree of hotness of Neraka Jahannam is 70 times than the degree of hotness of duniya.
Don't you afraid?
And I promise, if you do it, you are not only hurting yourself,
you are hurting many!
You are creating more tears than you led yourself to.
You're making everyone miserable and making them all guilt & pain.
Never they feel happy like they used to had you.
You are beautiful.
You are special.
Everyone cares about you.
And you are never alone :)
You,
Always think that Allah is always beside you.
Never forget that ^^
Depressed because nothing went smoothly as you planned?
No, you should not.
Everything happens for a reason sahabat. Nothing happens for nothing.
Just return to Allah. Pray to Him. When you have Him, in shaa Allah, the whole world is in your hands :)
Be content. Adopt positively thinking. Think, Allah surely will never harm you, right? He created you. Why should He harm something that He created before? Think think :)
Sekian, Wallahu A'lam :)
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