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Ammi Abah, I love you.
I miss my mom. And my dad. Really miss a lot. Both of them. How I wish they will stay here with me one day, like we were before. I just can bear to stay distant from them. I miss them a lot. Even
though it is just a small house, but I dont ever mind at all. As long
as my loves one are here, the house is big enough for me.Thank Allah because I have Mr Am here. Kalau tak, I cant imagine how my life would be. Sekarang pun everytime the sem break ends, and I need to go back to my college, I felt so heartbroken everytime I wave my hands bidding goodbye to them. Tapi everytime tu jugaklah, I okay sikit sebab fikir I ada Mr Am beside me. That makes me become stronger again a little bit. Cuba bayangkan if I had no one? I guess I can have those home sick syndrome like how I had when I was in form four. Sampai tak boleh stay boarding school and went back to them kot. Sekarang pun still rasa homesick, but if Mr Am beside me, I rasa tenang sikit, Alhamdulillah.
Hmm, just now kat Facebook, ammi posted a picture of my younger sister's, Win, new pencil case. It is a crochet pencil case made by her. So cute & beautiful. Looking at those pencil case really makes me sad and touched. How she spent most of her time, doing crochet stuffs just to fill the emptiness in her life. Dia pernah cakap kat I yang dia buat benda ni semua sebab dia nak penuhi waktu kosong dia. I can say that she is the 'worried-well' type. Means that she gets over thinking easily. So, to avoid that habit, dia kait crochet. Sebab dia cakap dia suka buat benda ni, and now she needs to fill her life doing thing that she likes. No wonder la kenapa dia tak letih-letih kait cover tisu and etc untuk orang lain. Sebab dia nak penuhi hidup dia dengan benda yang dia happy instead of fikir benda bukan-bukan.
Dia seorang yang sangat tabah & kuat. I just cant find someone else like her in this big world. She's one in the whole world population. Nampak je hati lembut, baik hati, penyayang and so on, but deep down inside her, she is the greatest and strongest life warrior that I have ever seen. She is so strong inside. I have no idea why everytime I'm talking about my parents to other people, it breaks and touched my heart. I feel like wanna cry at that moment, however, I kept forcing myself to calm down. But deep down inside, I cried. I miss them. A lot.
Hari tu time sem break I went home. I can see how excited she was. She cooked everything that I like. Baked macaroni, sup kambing, kari kambing, kek batik and so much more. Everyday, she will never miss buying food for her daughter and family. Abah pun sama. I balik je abah beli banyak ice cream Wall's & yoghurt simpan dalam peti. Teringat one day yang I cakap Calpis tu sedap. Then, the day afterward he kept buying those Calpis everytime it was out of stock in the fridge. Both of my parents never berkira when it comes to food for their children. And this habit really impressed me how they are willing to spend most of their money to their children first instead of for themselves.
One day, I hope I can bring both of my parents stay with me. And when that day comes, I'll treat them like my king & queen. My life will be 100% complete when that day arrives, living with the whole kingdom, king, queen and prince hehe. I nak masak, and do the whole chores for them and Mr Am. I tak kisah if I tak kerja (especially when Mr Am can afford our family expenses), I rather prefer to quit from job and do all the house chores for the whole family. Or else I can do part time job from home such as online job while taking care of them. Oh, how I wish that time will arrive soon.
Ammi, abah, you are the greatest blessing in my life. Having both of you such the most valuable gift that I have received from Allah. Sometimes I wonder, what I have done till I get such a wonderful parents. Adakah I layak untuk dapat parents sebaik dorang? Regardless of that, I still dont want to lose them. Even I tak layak sekali pun, I sayang dorang I taknak Allah tarik dorang dari I. I cant. I just cant. Ya Allah, please take care of them just like how the took care of me for this whole life. Please love them, enrich them with good health, wealth, loves, care and all other good things in this world.
They are my parents, and I am so (to the power of infinity) proud to have them in my life. Love them to the stars and beyond. One day, I will make all of you really proud of me and Mr Am. That is my promise ammi abah. Love you.
With love,
Mrs Am.
Thanks for reading :)
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Honey in My Life ♥
  Mr Am
My protector, my guardian, my teacher, my boss, my everything. Introvert just like me, but kind of strict and fierce person. Easily got pissed off with small things, cute in his own way. He is a part time student with his part time job as a software engineer and market analyzer & trader. Very attached to me hihi, which can be good, but sometimes can be bad because he cant do cleaning or stuffs like that, or even taking care of himself without my help. Loves rabbit and cats, or I can say that he is an animal lover with a sweet and gentle heart. He can be strict but he can be sweet at the same time. I love him so much. Cant imagine my life without him.
Ammi Abah Buah hati, permata hati, jantung, kesayangan, sweethearts & segalanyalah. They raised me. Jaga diri I bagaikan menatang minyak yang penuh. They gave me everything, and now it's my turn to give back. One day I will bring them to Makkah, I will give them everything that they want, I will take care of them just like how they took care of me. Sayang sangat kedua-duanya. Cant imagine my life without them. How I wish I can pay all the kindness, love that they had give me. Please ya Allah, take my life before them. I just cant live without the presence of them & Mr Am. Semua jasa mereka, hanya Allah yang mampu balas. Semoga syurga yang tertinggi dikurniakan buat mereka. Semoga mereka sentiasa sihat, murah rezeki dan dipermudahkan segala urusan hidup. Love them so much!
My Cute Little Tiny Babies♥
Pop
This is my baby. Pop. Naming so bcs of she keep pooping around. She is an anggora bunny. Adopted her when she was just 1+months old. At first, the old owner told that she is a 'boy'. But then days by days we finally realize that she is a girl. Plan ruined bcs we decided to adopt two babies rabbits so that when they grow they can be mated together. But then........ Lets have a lesbian rabbits then.
Bulus
Meanwhile this is Mr Am's bunny. Bulus. She is a teddy bear bunny. As I said before, we have planned like, I'm going to have a boy bunny meanwhile Mr Am is going to have a girl bunny. But unluckily, both of us have the girl bunnies. At first, we do know that Bulus is a girl because she has that girlish look, but she is so stubborn. When I touch her at first, she was quite aggressive. But Pop was quite tame. That's why I chose to make Pop as mine and give Bulus to Mr Am. But now it's changed. Pop is a very hyperactive girl. And Bulus is so so timid. So coward and so inactive. Put her outside and she will climb back to her house. Pop? Will do that too but takes time. She will wander around first and when is tired, she will climb to her house on herself. But that usually takes more time. 6-7 hours maybe? Or more than one night.... Or never.
Babies
When both of them were still babies. Mata sepet lagi time ni. Muka innocent gila. Best friend forever tu. (Sorang tu taktau yang sorang tu lagi menyampah dengan dia sebab asyik 'menempek' kat dia)
 Ammi Abah, I love you.
I miss my mom. And my dad. Really miss a lot. Both of them. How I wish they will stay here with me one day, like we were before. I just can bear to stay distant from them. I miss them a lot. Even
though it is just a small house, but I dont ever mind at all. As long
as my loves one are here, the house is big enough for me.Thank Allah because I have Mr Am here. Kalau tak, I cant imagine how my life would be. Sekarang pun everytime the sem break ends, and I need to go back to my college, I felt so heartbroken everytime I wave my hands bidding goodbye to them. Tapi everytime tu jugaklah, I okay sikit sebab fikir I ada Mr Am beside me. That makes me become stronger again a little bit. Cuba bayangkan if I had no one? I guess I can have those home sick syndrome like how I had when I was in form four. Sampai tak boleh stay boarding school and went back to them kot. Sekarang pun still rasa homesick, but if Mr Am beside me, I rasa tenang sikit, Alhamdulillah.
Hmm, just now kat Facebook, ammi posted a picture of my younger sister's, Win, new pencil case. It is a crochet pencil case made by her. So cute & beautiful. Looking at those pencil case really makes me sad and touched. How she spent most of her time, doing crochet stuffs just to fill the emptiness in her life. Dia pernah cakap kat I yang dia buat benda ni semua sebab dia nak penuhi waktu kosong dia. I can say that she is the 'worried-well' type. Means that she gets over thinking easily. So, to avoid that habit, dia kait crochet. Sebab dia cakap dia suka buat benda ni, and now she needs to fill her life doing thing that she likes. No wonder la kenapa dia tak letih-letih kait cover tisu and etc untuk orang lain. Sebab dia nak penuhi hidup dia dengan benda yang dia happy instead of fikir benda bukan-bukan.
Dia seorang yang sangat tabah & kuat. I just cant find someone else like her in this big world. She's one in the whole world population. Nampak je hati lembut, baik hati, penyayang and so on, but deep down inside her, she is the greatest and strongest life warrior that I have ever seen. She is so strong inside. I have no idea why everytime I'm talking about my parents to other people, it breaks and touched my heart. I feel like wanna cry at that moment, however, I kept forcing myself to calm down. But deep down inside, I cried. I miss them. A lot.
Hari tu time sem break I went home. I can see how excited she was. She cooked everything that I like. Baked macaroni, sup kambing, kari kambing, kek batik and so much more. Everyday, she will never miss buying food for her daughter and family. Abah pun sama. I balik je abah beli banyak ice cream Wall's & yoghurt simpan dalam peti. Teringat one day yang I cakap Calpis tu sedap. Then, the day afterward he kept buying those Calpis everytime it was out of stock in the fridge. Both of my parents never berkira when it comes to food for their children. And this habit really impressed me how they are willing to spend most of their money to their children first instead of for themselves.
One day, I hope I can bring both of my parents stay with me. And when that day comes, I'll treat them like my king & queen. My life will be 100% complete when that day arrives, living with the whole kingdom, king, queen and prince hehe. I nak masak, and do the whole chores for them and Mr Am. I tak kisah if I tak kerja (especially when Mr Am can afford our family expenses), I rather prefer to quit from job and do all the house chores for the whole family. Or else I can do part time job from home such as online job while taking care of them. Oh, how I wish that time will arrive soon.
Ammi, abah, you are the greatest blessing in my life. Having both of you such the most valuable gift that I have received from Allah. Sometimes I wonder, what I have done till I get such a wonderful parents. Adakah I layak untuk dapat parents sebaik dorang? Regardless of that, I still dont want to lose them. Even I tak layak sekali pun, I sayang dorang I taknak Allah tarik dorang dari I. I cant. I just cant. Ya Allah, please take care of them just like how the took care of me for this whole life. Please love them, enrich them with good health, wealth, loves, care and all other good things in this world.
They are my parents, and I am so (to the power of infinity) proud to have them in my life. Love them to the stars and beyond. One day, I will make all of you really proud of me and Mr Am. That is my promise ammi abah. Love you.
With love,
Mrs Am.
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